man or just too butch?

oh wow.... i have cried a river and a half latley... i have been so emotionaly weak lately... ok well... here it goes....

ive been thinking alot latelty, and i really need help from everyone on this... because i dont know if im just over reacting or should really be worried about my feelings... because i dress very masulin, and no... not androgonus, i mean.... like i wear boxers, and ONLY shop in the mens sections at stores, and give my friends and family weird looks when they tell me that i belong in the young womans section... I always take the masculin role in EVERYTHING... i mean, i played romeo in English class for god sakes! i have to hold the door for people, i have to pay for things, most of the time i actually DO try to look like a guy... and i kinda like it when ppl think that i AM a guy... but then again... if im gay, and i dont liek gys, then why the hell do i want to dress, act, and look like one... this makes no sence to me... im on a dyke freak... i can't get this figured out on my own... please tell me what you thin\k!!!


love,
Seth